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“What’s Wrong With Dying?”

Posted February 9th, 2017 by Lesley Hazleton

“But what’s wrong with dying?” I asked a fan of the ‘end-to-ageing’ movement.  And the question led to this TEDxSeattle talk, where I explore what it’d really be like to live forever.  I swear it’s the last TED talk I’ll do (too hard on both time and the nerves), but it’s probably the most fun one (the audience laughing so much I began laughing along with them, which is a strict TED no-no).

And now, time to knuckle down and find out if I can write the new book I’m thinking of writing and truly don’t know if I can write, which is why I’m not talking about it yet…

 

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Talking About Soul at TED

Posted December 5th, 2016 by Lesley Hazleton

Just posted on YouTube:  my TEDSummit talk on what we really talk about when we talk about soul.
This was in Banff, in June, and here it is, unedited.  Which I love, because you get to see it raw, gaffes and all:

And yes, of course, if the spirit takes you (as it were), share and pass it on!

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Lovely NYT Review of ‘Agnostic’!

Posted July 14th, 2016 by Lesley Hazleton

Two of my favorite words, ‘mischievous’ and ‘vital,’ side by side in a lovely New York Times review of the agnostic manifesto in this coming Sunday’s Book Review section.  It is so good to know you’ve been read so well!

Here it is:

Agnostics have it rough in American culture; their refusal to take a stand has a whiff of cowardice or laziness. But in Hazleton’s mischievous, vital new book, the term represents a positive orientation toward life all its own, one that embraces both science and mystery, and values the immediate joys of life.

Fully aware that a manifesto of a non-creed is a contradiction in terms, Hazleton nevertheless takes on the task with considerable gusto, insisting that “the absence of an ‘ultimate’ meaning of life — a grand, overarching explanation of everything — does not render life empty of relevance.”

She proceeds though a number of the big questions or themes where she finds herself feeling most agnostic: the anthropomorphizing of God, the suspicion of doubt, the conflation of faith and belief, the characterization of ‘a soul’ as something that can be either ‘lost’ or ‘found.’

In each of her wide-ranging reflections, Hazleton nimbly avoids the “danger… of entering chicken-soup-for-the-soul territory” and the pitfalls of being ‘spiritual’:  “The tag feels too nebulous and at the same time too self-congratulatory.” Instead, she remains intimately grounded and engaged in our human, day-to-day life.

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And here I am being grounded and engaged last week with a great audience at Creative Mornings Seattle:

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Category-Free

Posted April 20th, 2016 by Lesley Hazleton

Publishing a book is, in effect, going public. You spend years shut away inside four walls, and then suddenly, with publication, what was between you and your keyboard is out there for everyone to see.  You take a deep breath — a very deep breath — and cross fingers, toes, and whatever else can be crossed (mashup of religious metaphors be damned).

But what happens then can be quite wonderful. Like when I spoke a couple of weeks back at the Yale Humanist Community.  I started off more or less like this:

“Someone asked me not long ago what I thought of the huge rise in the population of nuns. The question utterly confused me, since so far as I knew, the convent population was in steep decline. He actually had to spell his question out for me: What he meant was not nuns as in sisters, but n.o.n.e.s.

It turns out that this oddly ungrammatical usage is the invention of opinion pollsters. It includes what they call “the religiously unaffiliated” and “the spiritual but not religious.” And I find it quite striking that all of these are negative terms – that is, they define people by what they are not. I mean, there’s nothing quite like insulting nearly 40% of the population by categorizing them in the negative.”

This is the point where it occurred to me ask whom I, in turn, might be insulting. “Are there any opinion pollsters here this evening?” I asked.  No hands were raised.   I wasn’t sure whether I was relieved or disappointed at that, but ramped up the point anyway:

“If you wonder why polls so often get it wrong, this might be an excellent example. Because like so much else to do with the vast and varied universe of all things shunted under the umbrella heading of ‘religion,’ it comes loaded with assumptions. And the main assumption behind the ‘none’ classification is that you ‘have’ or you ‘own’ a belief, whether religious or irreligious, theist or atheist.

I think of this as the capitalist approach to belief: belief as a possession. Or a matter of a spiritual haves and have-nots.

opinion pollNow, pollsters believe in categories – that’s their religion – which is why they so often design their surveys in order to force the issue, leaving respondents no option but to lean this way or to lean that way. There’s rarely any room to stand up straight in pollster-land.

But what’s been happening recently is that more and more of us are refusing to go through life leaning in order to oblige the pollsters. Refusing to be categorized. Refusing to be squished under the heading of ‘religion’, whether pro or con. And totally refusing to accept being shoved ‘in between.’”

That, I continued, is why I wrote the agnostic manifesto. And then I went on to lay out the case for the agnostic stance as a fresh and honest way of being in the world and of thinking about being in the world – one of intellectual and emotional integrity.

It was a great audience. Many were leaning forward in their seats, smiling, their eyes alive with interest and excitement. Like the neatly bearded guy in the check shirt five rows up, on the aisle, who was all but bouncing in his seat with excitement. He came up to me afterwards, thanked me profusely, and then said:

“I have a confession to make. You asked early on if there were any pollsters in the hall. Well, I’m not one any more, but I used to be one, and I have to tell you that you totally hit the nail on the head in everything you said about opinion polls. It was just so good to hear it said out loud.”

And so good to hear it said out loud back to me.

 

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Sherlock And Me

Posted April 3rd, 2016 by Lesley Hazleton

Two days to go to the release of the agnostic manifesto, and as I leaf through it, I keep coming across passages  that seem to say what I’m thinking better than I can, even though it was me who wrote them.  Like this one, almost at random:

It’s often assumed that because I study and write about religion (and politics, and existence), I harbor a deep longing for belief.  “Ah, you’re a seeker,” I’m told, which invariably sounds to me like I’m part of a ’60s pop group or some new religious order.

The inference strikes me as odd.  If I studied crime, for instance, I doubt if many people (with the exception perhaps of strict Freudians) would then assume that I harbor a deep longing to be a criminal.  Instead, you might say that scholars are the Sherlock Holmeses of religion.

sherlock3Like Sherlock, they notice, investigate, probe, take nothing for granted.  They’re intellectually engaged observers, and if they are to observe well, a certain detachment is required, as it is with psychotherapists.  Yet many people seem to think that the study of religion leaves little room for detachment.  Thus the insistence that there has to be a personal search on my part.  Without that, it seems, what excites me or moves me to action or simply gets me out of bed in the morning — what makes me not merely accepting of life, but eager to live it — is somehow lacking a ‘higher’ dimension.

Not only am I thought to be lost (“you’ll find your way,” I’m assured), but my being lost is understood as distressing.  I find myself standing in front of some lost-and-found department of the soul, where wariness of certainty is interpreted as a pathetic lack of it, and appreciation of unknowability as a sign of ignorance.

But if I am to be considered lost, at least let me be considered happily so.  Certainly, as Walter Benjamin noted, “not to find one’s way in a city may well be uninteresting and banal;  it requires ignorance, nothing more.  But to lose oneself in a city as one loses oneself in a forest — that calls for quite a different schooling.”

Rebecca Solnit took this further in A Field Guide to Getting Lost (a title I envied from the moment I saw it):  “To be lost is to be fully present, and to be fully present is to be capable of being in uncertainty and mystery.”  It becomes the paradoxical art of “being at home in the unknown,” when “the world has become larger than your knowledge of it.”

You become conscious, whether with excitement or with fear, that the world does not revolve around you.

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This Pre-Order Thing

Posted March 4th, 2016 by Lesley Hazleton

Is this pre-order thing bugging you? I don’t blame you — it bugs me too. That should stop me from suggesting you pre-order the agnostic manifesto (and herewith, a huge thanks to those who’ve already done so). But I’ve persisted nonetheless — partly because I’m a persistent creature in general, but mainly because I know it’s important.

The question is what makes it so important.

And it comes down to — ugh — algorithms. Particularly Amazon’s algorithms. Which are, depending on your point of view, either awesomely or horrendously powerful.

I generally delight in resisting these algorithms. The day Amazon “suggests” books I actually want to read will be the day I know they’ve finally got my number. So far, I’m glad to say, they haven’t been able to figure me out. I use their site in order to scope out books — read descriptions, reviews, and so on — and my range of interest is evidently algorithm-defiant. The program doesn’t yet exist that can predict that someone who wrote a biography of Muhammad is also interested in quantum physics. Or that someone into philosophy would currently be devouring a book on rust (yes, rust). I imagine algorithmic wheels spinning in frustration.

pre-order4And yet, to the best of my very partial knowledge, the pre-order thing works. It can boost just about any book (as well as toys, games, and almost everything else), because it’s a generator. Which is to say, pre-publication sales generate post-publication sales.

How? Those algorithms are self-adapting operating instructions: the more data they chew up, the more they “learn.” So as the number of orders rises before publication, the algorithms pick up on it and pay more attention. They begin to promote the book. It’ll start appearing in those you-may-also-be-interested-in lists, or on order-together-with banners. And as pre-orders rise — at a lower price point than after publication — so too does the prediction of larger orders once the book has been published.

A chain reaction is set in motion. Booksellers order more copies from the publishers, who then print more copies and invest more in ads in order to sell those copies, which then means that the book is more visible, which leads to greater interest in it and thus to more sales in brick-and-mortar bookstores as well as online ones, which sends more algorithmic wheels spinning, and…  lo and behold:  a self-fulfilling prophecy is set in motion.

pre-order2I am no fan of prophecies, self-fulfilling or otherwise, but I have to acknowledge that Amazon has figured out the math behind a basic marketing principle:  the more an item has already sold, the more it will continue to sell, regardless of the intrinsic worth of that item.

Shudder all you like at this — I certainly do. I find it hard to get my mind around the idea of anything I write being seen as a consumer item, subject to the same kind of marketing analysis as diapers or turkeys. But that merely goes some way to explaining why Amazon CEO Jeff Bezos is a multi-billionaire, and I… am not.

I have less than zero desire to shill for Amazon or for Barnes and Noble or for any other online store offering pre-order discounts (I even pay to keep ads off this blog), so I would ignore the whole business if it weren’t that I want to give Agnostic the best possible chance in a world newly dominated by metrics and by hard-nosed marketing decisions.

Call it the pre-order paradox, if you like: I don’t mean to bug you, but I do. The hell of it is that I then have to acknowledge that the algorithms have gotten to me after all….

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  1. Roxana Arama says:
    March 4, 2016 at 10:52 am

    This makes a lot of sense, now that you explained it. I was waiting to buy my copy at your book launch, but I preordered it from amazon just now. The good thing is that I’ll have my copy as soon as it’s out and read it too. And I’ll bring it with me at the launch for an autograph.

    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      March 4, 2016 at 11:12 am

      Lovely — see you at Town Hall Seattle on April 5, Roxana!

  2. Nancy McClelland says:
    March 4, 2016 at 12:15 pm

    Thank you for explaining! I’m finally convinced. Just pre-ordered three copies. 🙂

    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      March 4, 2016 at 2:43 pm

      Yay! My first copy just arrived from the bindery: it glows!

      • Susan Weirauch says:
        March 4, 2016 at 3:46 pm

        Per-ordered and looking forward to reading. Great explanation of the Algorithms That Be.

  3. amedlock@giraffe.org says:
    March 4, 2016 at 3:09 pm

    Share your shivers. And this was convincing. Pre-order is in.

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The Agnostic Celebration

Posted February 29th, 2016 by Lesley Hazleton

Five weeks to go to release of the agnostic manifesto!  Last week I posted the first couple of pages, so now here’s a taste of how the first chapter ends:

It’s time to get beyond either/or, yes-or-no answers, because while such a digital way of thinking may be excellent for computers, it is downright dangerous for human beings.  The grim joylessness of fundamentalism is testament to that.

I want to bring color the table — to explore the richly textured terrain in which we really live instead of the narrow black-and-white one in which preachers and pundits have tried to confine us….  And to approach this whole complex, often crazed subject of faith-belief-meaning-mystery-existence not as something to be ‘solved,’ but as an ongoing, open-ended adventure of the mind…

What impels me is a desire to rise above the plethora of things-taken-for-granted, to shrug off the multiple tyrannies of the definite article (the truth, the soul, the universe, the meaning of life), and to find more honest ways — both intellectual and emotional — to talk about such intangibles as God, infinity, and consciousness.

To those looking for certainty, such a stance will be nothing short of a nightmare.  It embraces both possibility and its correlate, uncertainty.  It suspects all absolutes, all simplifications… It takes delight in the play of ideas, and resists all attempts to shoehorn them into the narrow constraints of conviction.

No ‘answers’ here, then.  I make no claim to truth, let alone ‘the Truth,’ buttressed with that capital letter to give it a kind of unassailable grandeur.  There are already far too many people convinced that they possess such presumptuous truth, and I do not intend to add to their number.

Neither do I have any desire to preach, or to convert anyone to agnosticism.  In fact I’d take the ‘ism’ out of that word if I could, since the last thing needed is yet another pompously ‘complete’ system of thought demanding adherence to some sort of party line.

So while I offer this book as an agnostic manifesto, I recognize that it’s a strange kind of manifesto indeed — one that offers no certainties, and eschews brashly confident answers to grand existential questions.  And if this makes it a peculiarly paradoxical creature, that is exactly what it needs to be, because to be agnostic is to cherish both paradox and conundrum.  It is to acknowledge the unknowable and yet explore it at the same time — and to do so with zest, in a celebration not only of the life of the mind, but of life itself.

(I’ll be posting later in the week about the pre-order thing, and why I have the gall to keep asking you to do it.  Meanwhile… here!)

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  1. Nuzhat says:
    February 29, 2016 at 9:17 pm

    FAITH, in all its capitals, is the only requirement of the believer, Lesley.
    The path followed thereafter, is as adrenaline gushing, in the mysteries it provides. The search never ends, nor the contemplation about the Unseen. It ignites as much enthusiasm and intellectual prowess, to sift the logical from hearsay.
    It’s definitely not a road showed by “preachers or pundits”, but for the inquiring mind, it’s a road to explore for oneself. This exploration is as awe inspiring and much more, as there’s a calming certainty of an end result to come. Living within the sphere of Faith sets the manifesto for a fulfilling meaning to life.
    That’s one perspective, with due respect to all others…..
    Nuzhat.

    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      March 1, 2016 at 12:20 am

      Thanks, Nuzhat, but as you know, I actually argue that belief is what substitutes for real faith. Maybe we can discuss further once the book is out and you’ve had a look at it.

  2. AgnosticWay.org says:
    February 29, 2016 at 9:59 pm

    Odd coincidence. I stumbled across your book on Amazon recently, and just stumbled across this blog – I’m building a passion project site for agnostics, and have been monitoring new blog, forum and news content related to the term ‘agnostic’. This reminded me to pre-order, which I just did.

    Calling it a manifesto… I can’t say I’m a fan of that, but the description is so close to the premise behind the site I’m working on, and ideas I hope to explore, that it’s almost like you pulled it out of my brain. This part in particular:

    “…as a reasoned, revealing, and sustaining stance toward life.”

    The way of describing it as a “stance” is precisely where the name of the site comes from (Agnostic Way) and what I’m hoping to explore with the site – I called that stance, as you put it, the ‘agnostic method’, but ‘agnostic way’ rolls off the tongue better as a name.

    Also this part:

    “…Agnostic recasts the question of belief not as a problem to be solved but as an invitation to an ongoing, open-ended adventure of the mind.”

    I came to a similar conclusion – that the agnostic way of looking at the world was an incredibly powerful tool, but it’s usefulness depends on it’s use, much like the scientific method, but applied more generally.

    Long story short – looking forward to the book, and once I get my podcast and blog up and running, I’ll try to contact you to see if you want to do an interview.

    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      March 1, 2016 at 12:19 am

      Great to make contact! Congrats on getting the site up and running, and sure, happy to talk/interview/explore.

The First Two Pages

Posted February 23rd, 2016 by Lesley Hazleton

How Agnostic begins:

There are some four hundred houseboats in Seattle. Many, like mine, are little more than shacks on rafts, but this may be the only one with a mezuzah at its entrance.

mezuzahIf I were religious, the small cylindrical amulet would hold a miniature scroll inscribed with the Shema, the Jewish equivalent of the Lord’s Prayer or the Islamic Shahada. But mine doesn’t, partly because the scroll kept falling out when I put the mezuzah up on the doorpost, and partly because I don’t believe a word of the prayer anyway. I’m not sure what happened to it. I may have thrown it out in a tough-minded moment, or it may be squirreled away in the bottom of a drawer somewhere. No matter. Most of the time I don’t even notice the mezuzah, and neither does anyone else. But I know it’s there, and that does matter.

Yet why should it? I am firmly agnostic, and haven’t been to a synagogue service in years. Decades, in fact. So is this mezuzah an empty sentimental gesture on my part, or does the word hypocrisy apply? Could I be in denial: a closet theist, or a more deeply closeted atheist? Or am I just a timid fence-sitter, a spineless creature trying to have it both ways, afraid to commit herself one way or the other?

And there’s the problem — right there in that phrase “one way or the other.” It sees the world in binary terms:  yes or no, this side or that. It insists that I can be either agnostic or Jewish but not both, even though both are integral parts of this multi-faceted life that is mine, as integral as being a writer, a psychologist, a feminist, all the many aspects of this particular person I am. All are part of the way I experience the world, and myself in it. Take any one of these aspects away, and I’d be someone else.

To be agnostic is to love this kind of paradox. Not to skirt it, nor merely to tolerate it, but to actively revel in it. The agnostic stance defies artificial straight lines such as that drawn between belief and unbelief. It is free-spirited, thoughtful, and independent — not at all the wishy-washy I-don’t-knowness that atheists often accuse it of being. In fact the mocking tone of such accusations reveals the limitations of dogmatic atheism. There’s a bullying aspect to it, a kind of schoolyard taunting of agnostics as “lacking the courage of their convictions” — a phrase that raises the question of what exactly conviction has to do with courage.

We need room, I continue, in which to explore and entertain possibilities instead of heading for a safe seat at the one end or the other of an artificially created spectrum:

What’s been missing is a strong, sophisticated agnosticism that does not simply avoid thinking about the issues, nor sit back with a helpless shrug, but actively explores the paradoxes and possibilities inherent in the vast and  varied universe of faith-belief-meaning-mystery-existence. That’s my purpose here.

I want to explore unanswerable questions with an open mind instead of approaching them with dismissive derision or with the solemn piety of timid steps and bowed head — to get beyond old, worn-out categories and establish an agnostic stance of intellectual and emotional integrity, fully engaged with this strange yet absorbing business of existence in the world.

I’ll be posting more extracts in the weeks ahead, but in the meantime… well, you know what to do:  pre-order here!

 

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  1. Karen Parano says:
    February 23, 2016 at 10:21 am

    I’d say it’s good to keep it there – as a reminder of your journey – and what you used to believe, if you don’t anymore.

  2. Charlotte Heckscher says:
    February 23, 2016 at 10:51 am

    Amen! This is so inspiring. I’ve always been so uncomfortable with this paradox—the nagging wish to explore questions I know are unanswerable, the tension between yearning and doubt, the pull toward varied, ‘incompatible,’ religious symbolism, etc. Of course I don’t want to see the world in limited, binary terms—I’m not wishy-washy, I’m just honest and open-minded. It’s funny how we seem to need permission to think for ourselves.

  3. bm says:
    February 23, 2016 at 12:40 pm

    Spot on! I to ‘flip-flop’ weekly if not daily. When I feel the atheist tug, it is because of knowing about the research into the neurobiology of the brain. When I am ‘hippie’ person I am in touch with creation- its good bad and ugly. Finding middle ground for me falls flat and there is the rub.
    Cheers

  4. sohailkizilbash says:
    February 23, 2016 at 3:03 pm

    I am glad you posted this page. It will resound with many and prompt them to buy the book.

  5. Tea-mahm says:
    February 29, 2016 at 10:01 pm

    to”…actively explore the paradoxes and possibilities inherent in the vast and varied universe of faith-belief-meaning-mystery-existence.”
    love this, Lesley!! Look forward to the book. Best to you, Tamam

Two Thumbs-Up For “Agnostic”

Posted February 10th, 2016 by Lesley Hazleton

Wow!

Publishers Weekly, the Big Daddy of all pre-publication reviewers, has given two big thumbs-up to Agnostic: A Spirited Manifesto.

First thumb-up:  It’s featured on their Most-Anticipated-Spring-Books list as “brilliant and provocative”–

ag final coverAgnostic by Lesley Hazleton (Riverhead, Apr.) – A celebration of agnosticism as the most vibrant, engaging—and ultimately the most honest—stance toward the mysteries of existence. In this provocative, brilliant book, Hazleton breaks agnosticism free of its stereotypes as watered-down atheism or amorphous “seeking” and recasts the question of belief not as a problem to be solved but as an invitation to an ongoing, open-ended adventure of the mind.

Second thumb-up:  They just gave it a terrific starred review:

Though Hazleton’s subtitle boasts a manifesto to follow, she advises readers early that this manifesto is “strange” in that it “makes no claims to truth, offers no certainties, eschews brashly confident answers to grand existential questions… because to be agnostic is to cherish both paradox and conundrum.” Hazleton immediately sets herself in relation (and in opposition) to the conversation among the four most prominent “new atheists” (she calls them H2D2)—Harris, Hitchens, Dawkins, and Dennett. Their “contemptuous” tone toward the religious is problematic, in her opinion, and they often substitute “wittily phrased generalizations for clarity of thought.” Hazleton flies through the history of various thinkers in concise and fluid prose, treating the reader to a quick yet thorough journey through theology and philosophy. To be agnostic is not to sidestep the question of belief, for Hazleton, or to commit to a wishy-washy moral framework. It is instead to have enough backbone to stand firm in the liminality of uncertainty. She wants readers to give agnosticism a fair shake, and many will be convinced by her appealing voice and accessible prose. (Apr.)
I’m beginning to get excited…
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  1. rebecca brown says:
    February 10, 2016 at 8:47 am

    Yeeeee -haaaaw!!!!

    WOWZA!!!!!

    X R

    Sent from my iPhone

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    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      February 10, 2016 at 8:51 am

      Sounds like you’re beginning to get excited too…!

  2. Ann Medlock says:
    February 10, 2016 at 1:56 pm

    Pub date is….?

    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      February 12, 2016 at 11:54 am

      April 5.
      (And pre-orderable here: http://www.amazon.com/Agnostic-Spirited-Manifesto-Lesley-Hazleton/dp/1594634130/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1455306835&sr=1-1&keywords=agnostic+a+spirited+manifesto)

  3. Nuzhat says:
    February 10, 2016 at 7:06 pm

    Curious excitement too, for a staunch believer like me….always love to understand another,s viewpoint, esp.when it comes from a well grounded person, who delivers objectively.
    Congratulations in advance….lapping up the reviews all over!

  4. jane adams says:
    February 24, 2016 at 7:18 pm

    So excited for you!

A Superbowl Holdout

Posted February 8th, 2016 by Lesley Hazleton

The one thing I really like about the Superbowl is that for a few hours on a Sunday afternoon in February, the whole urban world goes very quiet. Just about everyone else seems to be glued to the television, eating guacamole and downing beer. Since neither guacamole nor beer figure in my concept of the good things in life, I politely decline invitations to Superbowl viewing parties and instead, roam the empty streets and appreciate the silence.

2footballAnd yesterday, as I indulged once more in this unwonted peacefulness, I realized that despite my seemingly un-American aversion to American football, I have lived in the United States more than half my life.

I was somewhat stunned by this fact. It’s been many years since I added an American passport to my British one (the airport shuffle: “which one do you want?”), yet I still don’t think of myself as “an American.” On the other hand, I don’t think of myself as British either. For someone who’s lived on three continents, nationality is not a big definer of identity.

Yet you’d think that after so much time, I’d have a good handle on American folkways such as the Superbowl. I followed baseball with a passion for the first few years I was here, and a column I wrote on it for the New York Times is still probably the most reprinted piece I’ve ever written. It even became part of a Smithsonian exhibit. But whatever the opposite of a passion is, that’s what I have for American football.

A new acquaintance once tried to turn me on to the game (if “game” is the right word for a ritual in which people do their best to bash each others’ brains in, with well-documented and utterly predictable long-term results) by explaining that it was really all about real estate. If he’d known me better, he’d have tried a different tack. This was in New York, where at the time, real estate regularly made for stultifying dinner-party conversation.

More recent attempts to persuade me that it’s really a game of strategy just made me long to get back to the backgammon board or the billiard table, at both of which I acquit myself with much more gusto than skill.

Call me slow on the uptake, but this morning I finally realized that the Superbowl is about neither real estate nor strategy. As Bernie Sanders would doubtless point out, it’s about money. Big money. Which is why a considerable portion of the news coverage of the game today is devoted not to the game itself but to the commercials.

The Superbowl is really the fraternal twin of that other big-bucks rite of communal television worship, the Oscars (with the difference that in football you actually get to see black people in starring roles).  And for me, at least, it’s just about as irrelevant, which is why I’ve already turned down invitations to Oscar-viewing parties (I used to accept, only to find myself in endless complaint about the awards going to the wrong people and the wrong movies). Nothing for it but to just be un-American again, and take to the streets to commune with the silence…

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  1. Faridullah Khan says:
    February 8, 2016 at 8:10 pm

    Nothing is an accident darling.

  2. Nancy McClelland says:
    February 9, 2016 at 8:36 am

    I couldn’t agree with you more on all counts, and I was born and raised in the American Midwest — the “amateur sports capital of the world,” in fact. (Yes, that’s really Indianapolis’ tagline.) I find myself repulsed by the loud, big-money, crass consumption that is both the Superbowl and the Oscars, and through the years my lack of interest has turned to embarrassment and disgust. Is this what it means to be American? This is how we celebrate our culture and history? To buy into these grossest of consumerist fantasies? Guess I need another passport, too…

    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      February 9, 2016 at 11:27 am

      I’d say think of it as a manifestation of Trumpery — or Trump as a manifestation of Superbowlery.

      • jveeds says:
        February 10, 2016 at 7:43 am

        Declaring that the Super Bowl is “about money” with what appears to be a sudden gasp of realization is a bit disingenuous. Of course it is, always has been and never tried to hide it. That’s what pro sports is about, by definition. It’s not a bunch of plucky 9-year-olds going out there for the love of playing a game on a beautiful afternoon. Pro sports is an entertainment business featuring millionaires who quibble about whether they are willing to perform for $15M when they really need to make $17M before they could show their face around town. But it’s never been a secret that it’s strictly “show me the money.”

        Now the Oscars…that’s a different story and your point is well made. Movies are supposedly about art (well, perhaps the first outing before the project becomes a franchise) and we find many many people willing to put their time and effort into acting without expecting multi-million dollar payouts plus endorsements. Many otherwise sane adults do it just for the love of expression and being a part of an artistic endeavor. But the Oscar event has become mostly about scandalous dresses, swag, borrowed jewelry and brand-building.

        And by the way, being someone who has always enjoyed seeing the creativity and attempted creativity of SB commercials, I looked forward this year once again to being entertained, delighted and even possibly inspired by the efforts — only to find a vast wasteland of ill-ventured. lame, pointless and over-ballyhooed drivel this year. Perhaps most disappointing was the rash of celebrity sell-outs hawking merch that one would have thought was below their dignity as artistes. But maybe this goes to show, as our esteemed blogger might have noticed, that Oscars and Super Bowl have finally merged into one large melange of Oscar Bowl.

        • Lesley Hazleton says:
          February 10, 2016 at 8:00 am

          “Oscar Bowl” — love that!
          And nothing disingenuous about my total agreement: seeing actors whose work I otherwise respect shilling for cars and snacks is a dismaying turnoff. How can I ever take them seriously again?

          • jveeds says:
            February 10, 2016 at 8:35 am

            “shilling for cars and snacks” – love it.

            I guess I can almost understand an actor down on their luck — I mean, we all have to make a buck even if they’ve booted away their Porsches and ocean-front properties through bad decisions…or worse. But really, Christopher Walken! Do you need the money that bad? And even my hero, Helen Mirren, in what I saw as an overblown thespian turn — acTING! — did you have to take a sip of the Budweiser, as though to say “Yes, they’re paying the bills so now I’m going to take a responsible drink of my favorite beverage just in case you think I’m just a shill” thus taking shillery to a new level?

            Sent from my iPod

The Art of Not Knowing

Posted February 1st, 2016 by Lesley Hazleton

asmKirkus weighs in with another pre-publication review of the agnostic manifesto:

“Here, with clever elucidation, are artful essays that celebrate the wonder of the unknown… Hazleton does not deny possibilities; she denies only assured and implacable dogma.”

I know it’s pointless to review the reviews, but I can’t help myself.  “Clever elucidation”?  What about simply lucid?  Never mind: it may be in kind of antiquated language, but it gives a pretty good idea of what I’m about:

A seasoned reporter on religion and an old hand on the Middle East beat, Hazleton (The First Muslim, 2013, etc.) is Jewish by blood and convent-educated by nuns. After more than a decade in Jerusalem, she finds that accepted pious practice is not for her. For the author, doubt is not a problem but a blessing. She does not seek assurance of an all-encompassing intelligent design but, rather, revels in the prospects that just might yet be discovered by mankind. For this agnostic, there is delight in mystery. Her faith is in not knowing everything. Humanity, certainly, is subject to misadventure, yet it is for humans to determine what is truly significant. Meaning, in her book, is not the responsibility of a force beyond us; how we behave is our choice and our obligation. The old aphorism is clear to Hazleton: man created God, not the other way around, and she sees Him (who is consistently male) as an anthropomorphic metaphor for something bigger. “If there is one thing that can really be said with any certainty about God,” she writes, “it is that the name is utterly insufficient to the concept.” Throughout the book, the author dissects the manifestations of religious devotion. Religious belief is seen as binary, a true-or-false proposition. Where, she asks, is the nuance? Is our universe unique or only one in a greater cosmos? How can we comprehend what is beyond infinity? The agnostic mind finds no satisfactory answers in canonical tracts or fundamentalist piety. There’s no need to reckon with evil, infidels, or visiting angels. Here, with clever elucidation, are artful essays that celebrate the wonder of the unknown. Atheists and devout worshipers alike may never accept the agnostics’ philosophy. But even in defense of simply not knowing, Hazleton does not deny possibilities; she denies only assured and implacable dogma.

Pre-orders are important, so go ahead right here!

 

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  1. rebecca brown says:
    February 1, 2016 at 12:14 pm

    Fantastic!!! This book is going to skyrocket!! Yeeee-haaaW!

    RB

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Reviewing The Review

Posted January 27th, 2016 by Lesley Hazleton

ag final coverThe first pre-publication review of Agnostic: A Spirited Manifesto just arrived from Booklist:

“Hazleton’s manifesto makes the suspension of conviction as attractive as any theist or atheist testament,” it concludes.

Well, I’d say far more attractive, but then I might be a tad biased.

It’s always odd to find your own work written about in terms you’d never use.  “Mental comfort?”  None of that for me, thank you!   “Historiography?”  Never on the agenda.  But overall, my review of the review is that it’s a serviceable overview, and a very positive one.

Feel free to add your own review of it, of course.  And don’t fear using the pre-order button.  I’ll post soon about why this is important (it involves the mysterious realm of algorithms).

Meanwhile, roll on, April 5!

Perhaps it’s not surprising that the author of accessible, balanced accounts of Muhammad, the Sunni-Shia split in Islam, and the Blessed Virgin withholds judgment about the existence of God.  In eight personably persuasive chapters, she counts the benefits of agnosticism, though not so much for the practice of objective historiography as for personal intellectual freedom and mental comfort.  Neither believing nor disbelieving in God removes the irksome pressure to choose sides.  It allows deep and continual exploration into the realities the word God used to contain.  It permits living in doubt or, as Emily Dickinson had it, “dwell[ing] in possibility.” It accepts irresolvable mystery, facilitates understanding how humans makes meaning, encourages acknowledging mortality (“The meaning of life is that it stops”), and grasping — well, appreciating — infinity.  Finally, agnosticism lets one give up on the soul — a possession — in favor of soul as a “quality of existence,” as when we say something is soulful.  Informed by science, philosophy, literature, history, travel, hiking, and more, Hazleton’s manifesto makes the suspension of conviction as attractive as any theist or atheist testament.

— Ray Olson, Booklist, February 1, 2016

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  1. rebecca brown says:
    January 27, 2016 at 12:29 pm

    I think these notices are fantastic!! And I’m sure more glorious ones are to come. Brava!!!

  2. Leo Schlosberg says:
    January 27, 2016 at 5:06 pm

    Ms. Hazleton: I barely know of you (have read a tiny bit of your blog) and do not know why i bother writing. I decided to google you and misspelled you as Hazelton, which explained why you did not appear in the first few pages of search results (most of the time most of the people do not go further than page 1). So then I tried “Hazleton” and was quite surprised to not see you until page 4. Since clearly self-promotion is of some important to you, I suggest you get a marketing or SEO professional. Your core notions seem to me to be important and I am sure you want to reach more people. In 2016, google is a major path in that direction.

    Leo Schlosberg (not even on page 4 if you google only the last name, but easily found with the whole name)

    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      January 27, 2016 at 5:56 pm

      Appreciate the concern, Leo. You’re undoubtedly right: I’m not very good at the self-promotion thing. Probably the lingering effect of an old-fashioned English childhood. I will, as they say, take it under advisement, but in the meantime, I think I prefer to rely on real people like yourself to spread the word. Thanks for your determination in finding me! — Lesley.

  3. Faridullah khan. says:
    January 31, 2016 at 7:11 am

    Consciously leaving doubt and not praying humbly for clarity if not faith is pathetic.

    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      January 31, 2016 at 11:18 am

      Yay! I unhumbly lay claim to my own pathos!

At The Recording Studio

Posted January 15th, 2016 by Lesley Hazleton

Many strange things happened this week, but this was one of the strangest.

I was in the middle of a two-day recording session for Agnostic: A Spirited Manifesto, experiencing the delight of reading my own work for the audio-book. Standing alone in a padded room, just me and the microphone a few inches from my mouth, I moved my arms – indeed my whole body — as I spoke, as though I could reach through the mike and draw the listener in.

At home, though, the resident feline was fading fast: Dashi, fourteen years old, a silver-grey tabby with blue eyes, a wide range of vocalization, and a personality ranging from ornery to enchanting. Early in the morning of the second day of recording, I realized there was no longer any doubt about what I had to do. Tears streaming, I called the vet, wrapped the cat in her favorite fleece blanket, and took her in.  She died cradled in my arms, barely thirty seconds after the final injection. It was hard, and awful, and yet right. She had a great life with me, and I saw her out of it as best I could. That, in itself, was a privilege.

“I should cancel the recording session,” I thought, but something in me said not to – that it would be good to lose myself for a few hours in total focus. By midday, I was back in the studio. “You are absolutely rocking it,” said the director, to whom I’d said nothing of what had happened. Then, with only the last chapter still to go (on what we mean what we talk about soul), I called a cigarette break and headed toward the door.

A man was leaving in front of me, and as he went through the door he kind of half-sang a “bye-bye” to everyone there. Something in me picked up on the lilt of it, and without even thinking, I began to sing “Bye Bye Blackbird.”

Here’s where I should say that I can’t sing. I mean, I’m no good at carrying a tune. I once took jazz lessons to try and deal with this, but enthusiasm without talent can only take you so far.

As I went out that door, however, I was singing perfectly. I could hear it: every note crystalline and pure. And I went on singing, my voice carrying through the rain on Seattle’s Fourth Avenue, the cigarette dangling unsmoked in my fingers as I let the song rise up into the grey sky, thinking all the while of Dashi.

And I knew as I sang that I’d never sing that beautifully again.

Dashi by Susie

 

(“Pack up all my care and woe, Here I go swingin’ low,  Bye bye blackbird / Where somebody waits for me,  Sugar’s sweet, so is she, Bye bye blackbird /No one here can love or understand me, Oh, what hard luck stories, they all hand me / Make my bed and light the light, I’ll be home late tonight, Blackbird bye bye.”)

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  1. Divya Debra Barter says:
    January 15, 2016 at 11:41 am

    Thank you for this beautiful story. I think I also will be able to walk on air when my “Dashi” leaves this world. Bye bye. Divya

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  2. Lerlen says:
    January 15, 2016 at 2:04 pm

    A beautiful story. I’m glad you could find solace in your work. Sorry for the loss of your cat

  3. dggraham says:
    January 15, 2016 at 2:07 pm

    What a wonderful tribute for a dear friend.

    Would that we could all be as fortunate.

  4. De Lise Frampton Hartzell says:
    January 15, 2016 at 2:39 pm

    I am so sorry for your loss. Every time I lose an animal, gratitude is mixed with profound sorrow. Sending you lots of love.

    Ps-love Bye Bye Blackbird!

  5. Gustav Hellthaler JR says:
    January 15, 2016 at 2:41 pm

    Sorry for your loss, I know how it feels. I lost my favorite hiking companion the same way last year. Gus

  6. Robin says:
    January 15, 2016 at 5:39 pm

    Uniquely Lovely ~ Thanks for sharing such an intimate and sanguine experience, Lesley.
    Your spirit and Dashi’s soared, awhile, entwined ~

  7. Anne says:
    January 15, 2016 at 6:52 pm

    Whether the loss is cat, dog, horse, another critter, (or even some humans), it is terrible, so sad, and yet so beautiful. Sorry for the loss of your friend.

  8. lynnrosengiordano says:
    January 15, 2016 at 10:34 pm

    So sweet, so sweet. I remember Dashi well. Always will be with you, no question.

  9. Guy de la Rupelle says:
    January 16, 2016 at 12:15 am

    So beautiful. Thank you for sharing what must have been very private moments….and feelings.

  10. Sableyes says:
    January 16, 2016 at 2:44 am

    Hugs.

  11. Aterah says:
    January 16, 2016 at 5:24 am

    Sorry for your loss. Sounds like you had a real bond. And that’s a beautiful pic of Dashi. May her little soul rest in peace.

  12. Robert Ketterman says:
    January 16, 2016 at 10:51 am

    Sorry for your loss…releasing a loved pet companion is so very difficult. But Dashi gave you the voice to sing as a thank you for the Life well-lived! Namaste, Amen!

  13. Tea-mahm says:
    January 17, 2016 at 10:25 pm

    How very sad and beautiful, Lesley. From Annemarie Schimmel: remembering the Prophet’s fondness for cats, one Turkish saying is, “One who loves cats has strong faith.” Given your recent book, that has me smiling! Save questioning for religion and non-furry things like that… love and faith— for Dashi. Tamam

  14. Angel says:
    January 18, 2016 at 4:35 pm

    Big tears and so much love.

  15. Charlotte Heckscher says:
    January 19, 2016 at 6:02 am

    Beautiful and so moving. xx

  16. chakaoc says:
    January 19, 2016 at 11:30 pm

    Lesley – sorry to hear about Dashi…hail the seen and unseen companions in our lives.
    Casey

  17. Lesley Hazleton says:
    January 27, 2016 at 2:51 pm

    Thank you all so much. Am still surprised by how deeply embedded she was in my life. She lived well, and I miss her well. — L.

  18. Faruque says:
    February 3, 2016 at 6:16 pm

    Please try and stop smoking… I just started reading and hearing your stuff…we need more of you in this world…

    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      February 3, 2016 at 7:06 pm

      Too late, Faruque! I’ve given myself permission to stop trying to stop!

  19. Faruque says:
    February 5, 2016 at 9:05 am

    Sorry, I correct myself, her name was Maria or Mariyah. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maria_al-Qibtiyya.
    The reason I think it is of relevance is that this would contradict the assertion that he became impotent later in life, and hence no children with his wives after Khadija.

    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      February 5, 2016 at 10:19 am

      Re Maria and Ibrahim, may I suggest reading more than a sample chapter?!

  20. Lesley Hazleton says:
    February 5, 2016 at 10:18 am

    Right: youngest daughter.

    • Faruque says:
      February 6, 2016 at 9:34 am

      Hi Lesley, I realise this is not the place, but just for closure, as well as the way this thread started on why we still need more of you in this world, thanks for mentioning Mariya on page 10 of ‘After the Prophet..’ (not included in the ‘sample’ Amazon book).

      As you report, it isn’t clear if this story is true. But there is a story I read somewhere about how he just reached and held the 17 month old Ibrahim in his arms, and as he died, he let out a cry and a prayer that witnesses said could ‘render the heavens’ with tears. I don’t know if this could qualify as one of those ‘moments’ you look for in a story, which is so unbelievable that it’s probably true.

      Please keep writing and exploring the way you do. We will always need truth seekers in this world!

      best
      Faruque

  21. Faruque says:
    February 5, 2016 at 10:24 am

    Oh, and I did not mean you asserted his impotency, but many Sunni authors did apparently do so over time, …

Three Months From Today…

Posted January 5th, 2016 by Lesley Hazleton

ag final coverCountdown!  Agnostic: A Spirited Manifesto is due out on April 5, in exactly three months’ time.  I love this book.  And here’s why, in the flap copy:

A widely admired writer on religion celebrates agnosticism as the most vibrant, engaging—and ultimately the most honest—stance toward the mysteries of existence.

One in four Americans reject any affiliation with organized religion, and nearly half of those under thirty describe themselves as “spiritual but not religious.” But as the airwaves resound with the haranguing of preachers and pundits, who speaks for the millions who find no joy in whittling the wonder of existence to a simple yes/no choice?

Lesley Hazleton does. In this provocative, brilliant book, she gives voice to the case for agnosticism, breaks it free of its stereotypes as watered-down atheism or amorphous “seeking,” and celebrates it as a reasoned, revealing, and sustaining stance toward life. Stepping over the lines imposed by rigid conviction, she draws on philosophy, theology, psychology, science, and more to explore, with curiosity and passion, the vital role of mystery in a deceptively information-rich world; to ask what we mean by the search for meaning; to invoke the humbling yet elating perspective of infinity; to challenge received ideas about death; and to reconsider what “the soul” might be. Inspired and inspiring, Agnostic recasts the question of belief not as a problem to be solved but as an invitation to an ongoing, open-ended adventure of the mind.

Pre-order here or here, and be one of the first to read it!

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  1. sohailkizilbash says:
    January 6, 2016 at 7:42 am

    I wonder, what is there to know about agnosticism. Isn’t it simply that one is not sure whether God exists or not.

    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      January 6, 2016 at 7:53 am

      It’s so much more, Sohail: a whole stance toward existence, a zestful independence of thought! And no, not “agnosticism” — enough “isms” already out there in the world — but a world of possibilities opened up by the agnostic stance.

Coming In The New Year!

Posted December 31st, 2015 by Lesley Hazleton

April 5, 2016 publication.  Riverhead Books.
And already available for pre-order here, here, and here!

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  1. Nuzhat says:
    December 31, 2015 at 7:16 pm

    Countdown has begun for the opening of this Pandora’s box of ‘revelation’….pun intended! It’s high, as well as the right time to understand this ‘hazy to the world’ scripture….excited!!
    All the best Lesley. Reviews are making it more enthusing….
    Nuzhat.

    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      January 1, 2016 at 7:27 pm

      Good puns always make me smile! Thanks, Nuzhat.

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