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Theology for the People!

Posted April 28th, 2010 by Lesley Hazleton

I’ve been asked why I call myself a theologist and not a theologian.  It’s simple enough:  theologian feels wrong — too high-falutin’, too posh, too domineering.  It allows of no accident or serendipity.  It’s altogether too damned intimidating.

The dictionaries have both words meaning the same thing, though the OED seems to think that theologist is rarely used nowadays.   If so, it’s way past time to resuscitate it.  Theology for the people, you might say.

There’s that “ian” ending to theologian, to start with.  I trained as a psychologist, not as a psychologian;  a close friend is a sociologist, not a sociologian.  Stick that “ian” on to the end, and whatever it is seems to become more a matter of belief than of study or observation.  As in Christian.

So perhaps it’s inevitable that when I think of a theologian — with apologies to the many fine theologians I know — I still tend to think of a black-robed divine closeted away in his (always his) study or cell, reasoning out the dictates of his faith.   The word is somehow redolent with churchness, with the smell of incense and beeswax, the chants of monks and the echo of cold stone floors.  There’s a kind of whispery reverence to it.

A  theologist, on the other hand, feels far more secular.   The word feels right for someone like me, an outsider with a strong sense of the inside, an agnostic freelancer in the world of religion, exercising her right to equal-opportunity criticism and/or appreciation.

This way, I get to enjoy the synchronicities.  Walking into a conference of Muslims for Peace held at Rutgers University, for instance, I recognized the vibe instantly:  600 believing Muslims gathered together to celebrate Muhammad generate a similar atmosphere of warmth and excitement, family and mutual support, as 600 orthodox Jews gathered together to celebrate, say, Moses.

Speaking at that conference, I found my words being acclaimed with a call and response very like Hallelujah-praise-the-Lord in a Baptist church.   Then as admired Sufi sheikh Hisham Kabbani took the stage, with his long white beard and white turban and white robes, I could as well have been in the presence of a great Hassidic rabbi.  In fact, I was.

Sheikh Kabbani is a theologian worth the full weight of the word.  Me, I’m just a plain everyday theologist.  That means exploring, getting lost here, discovering something there.  It means I’m often outraged, sometimes delighted, occasionally stumped.   It means that every answer I come up with leads to a hundred more questions.  And I wouldn’t have it any other way.

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  1. Linda Williams says:
    April 28, 2010 at 8:05 pm

    Wonderful to know that I can check in regularly and read the “wisdom of Lesley.” Refreshing to read a blog that has something to say!

  2. Nancy McClelland says:
    April 29, 2010 at 4:11 am

    I might have to steal this and put it on my calling card: “an agnostic freelancer in the world of religion, exercising her right to equal-opportunity criticism and/or appreciation”. I love it.

  3. rbarenblat says:
    June 10, 2010 at 5:10 am

    What a lovely explanation!

    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      June 10, 2010 at 9:09 am

      Thank you, Velveteen Rabbi!

  4. rachel cowan says:
    June 11, 2010 at 6:43 pm

    I love this term – I want in on it too. It really describes the process of working away to live out a meaningful relationship with God without having to underpin it with theory and citations. Good job!

How to Be an Accidental Theologist

Posted April 17th, 2010 by Lesley Hazleton

I never meant for this to happen.  I’m a psychologist by training, a Middle East reporter by experience, an agnostic fascinated by the vast and often terrifying arena in which politics and religion intersect.   And as a result, an accidental theologist.

Perhaps the thirteen years I lived and worked in Jerusalem have a lot to do with it — a city where politics and religion are at their most incendiary.  Or my childhood as the only Jew in a Catholic convent school, which somehow left me with a deep sense of mystery but no affinity for organized religion.    Or the fact that I’ve spent the past ten years writing on the roots of conflict in the history of Judaism, Christianity, and Islam.

What this means is that my life, like my head, is full of anomalies, a fact that both bemuses and intrigues me.  It makes things interesting.  Whether as agnostic, as psychologist, or as writer, I’m always asking questions — not to find “answers,” but to see where the questions lead.  Dead ends sometimes?  That’s fine.  New directions?  Interesting.  Great insights?  Over-ambitious.  A glimpse here and there?  Perfect.

So you’ll find none of the comfort of received opinion here. No claim to truth, let alone Truth (that capital T always makes me nervous).  None of that astounding confidence (aka hubris) that cloaks ignorance and prejudice.  The aim is to question, to explore, to keep my mind — and yours — open, raise some sparks, and see what happens.

Looking forward to the conversation — Lesley

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  1. Lillu Rivlin says:
    April 25, 2010 at 9:40 pm

    Lesley, congrats. A real blog, I went on, great. I listened to Rachel Medow’s interview with Singer Sinead O’Connor. Wonderful. I’m impressed with the blog, and if I have spare time, will check it out. I bookmarked it.

  2. Nancy McClelland says:
    April 27, 2010 at 11:07 pm

    What a fantastic blog. I read the most recent entry and got hooked, going on to read them all from the start. I hope this is all in preparation for your next book? Waiting patiently… and in the meantime, damn you for being so addictive!

  3. Murat Can says:
    March 10, 2011 at 10:27 am

    The world needs you!

    • Lesley Hazleton says:
      March 10, 2011 at 10:52 am

      Thanks Murat — it needs all of us, standing up and speaking out!

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